Originally in Vietnamese
In the Catholic Bible, there is the story about Adam and Eva. Eva was created from Adam’s seventh rib. They lived in a stark-naked state and completely unaware that they were so. God let them live in a very beautiful, so-called Garden of Eden that was protected by deities. They were allowed to eat everything in that garden, except one type of fruit that God had advised them not to ever eat at all, since eating it would be dangerous to their lives. If Adam and Eva would consume the other fruits only and not that forbidden one, they would be able to live long, peacefully, happily, without painstaking bodies, and enjoy walking with God every afternoon in the vast field where the wind blowing was whistling and immense.
Then, at one time, God was away from home. When Adam was sleeping, a snake appeared and come to tell Eva, “God is so selfish that he wants to command the whole universe by himself, without letting anyone to equate him. That’s why he doesn’t allow anyone to eat that forbidden fruit. God lied that the forbidden fruit is a dangerous one, but in fact, it is a precious type of fruit. I can assure you that, once eating that fruit, you will be able to see many things, think many things, and become as clever a person as God himself.” Eva believed what the snake said and ate the forbidden fruit. Right then, she was able to think and see that she was a woman, and naked…
Being so pleased that she could think such many things, Eva woke Adam up, saying, “God did not want to tell us the truth. That’s why he ordered us not to eat this fruit, saying that it would be dangerous. In fact, I’ve just eaten it and I find myself being able to think, to consider this and that, to see that everything is interesting, that it’s not polite for us to remain naked, and that you are a man, a husband, whereas I’m a woman, a wife. That’s so wonderful! Why not try eating it.” Adam rose up, ate that fruit, and just like Eva, he found that things are so interesting. Together, they played, giggled, and felt ashamed as they were without clothes, so they run to the brushwood to make a cover out of leaves.
Not long after, God was back home. Not finding them under the trees as usual, God became doubtful and asked them to come. At the second call did they reply, saying, “God, we are collecting leaves in the brushwood to cover our body since we feel ashamed”. God then knew that Adam and Eva had eaten the forbidden fruit and were now able to think and judge. God called them out, asking, “Why do you know that you are not wearing clothes? Why do you think that being naked is bad so you should use leaves to cover your bodies?” Adam and Eve told all the details that led them to eating the forbidden fruit which caused them to know.
God immediately got the snake, Adam, and Eva together for a punishment. As his punishment for the snake, it could not live long anymore and must forever be reborned in a legless body so that it could not walk but crawl. Adam and Eva were expelled from the Garden of Eden, must work hard, must be over head and ears in work for a bare living. They could no longer enjoy the comfort and pleasure of being at ease, without worrying about working, clothes, shelter, and other things as those days they lived in the Garden. God warned them that life out there would be very hard and would not last too long, and at death they must return to dust, because that what they were made from. Eva, on the other hand, must undergo the painful childbirth
Eventually, Adam and Eva had to go out to live a hard life, working very hard, going through all the hardship of child-bearing, nurturing and educating children! Adam and Eva had to suffer the painful consequences due to their mind thinking that they were capable and that they knew everything.
I was pleased to have read the story and found that many teachings in the Catholic Bible also conveyed similar “secret ideas” as Buddhist teachings. The concept of “God” itself as represented in the Bible is nothing but the white light that dazzles people’s eyes when they look at it.
Through the story, it is possible to see the danger of the conceptual mind. Since the time of eating the forbidden fruit, Adam and Eva no longer believed in God, and instead believed in their mind. That’s why they are expelled from the Garden of Eden. Those who believe in their mind and their thinking and holds what they thinks to be true will not have the wakefulness. They will not be allowed to stay in the Garden of wakefulness and to abide in the white light. Instead, they must encounter problems, must “fight” using their mind and their thinking, must believe in their thinking and conception in order to struggle and scramble in their lives.
It is obvious that things must go around in a vicious circle and, despite the fortune and wealth due to earning big money in business, sufferings must inevitably come. This is because the richer one is, the more he or she believes in his or her own thinking. In other words, the more one kicks himself against the pricks, the more suffering he or she ends up having. In addition, many other things may happen like family separation, win-lose competition against friends, presumption, illness, imprisonment, having to watch out for burglars and robbers, to name a few. As a result, accidents happen and competition or confrontation continuously comes. What joy is there? It all results from believing in your thinking, from considering yourself to be capable and good at doing. Actually, there is nothing good about it. It’s just because of your thinking, or more correctly, it’s because of the thoughts naturally coming out and causing you to follow. Don’t identify yourself with your thinking. Don’t believe and follow it since it is no more than a machine, a device that you can use. What you truly are is the white light, the wakefulness.
In short, one of the things you should familiarize yourself with is to see if, after using the mind for observing, you are in command of your mind. That is, you should see who is the master. Have I lost my mastership? Or am I still the master of the mind’s current functioning?
In the first part, I have talked about meditation methods which are concerned with listening and observing in order to come back to your wakefulness. In the second part, I have mentioned separately each of the topics about the equanimity of the mind, generosity, giving, not believing or relying in your thoughts. Particularly, do not identify yourself with thinking and thought in such ways as: “I must be this or that in order to be different from others”, “When it comes to talking about me, it must be like this, otherwise that’s not me”… That way of thinking inevitably brings about disasters. It must be understood that “I” or “me” doesn’t mean anything. The self exists only in dependence on circumstances. It exists in order to cope with circumstances or as a temporary manifestation for use. In terms of white light nature, male and female are the same. There is no difference between them. Don’t rely on thoughts to conclude that you are specifically this or that. That’s not what we should do, instead we should drop it and come back to our wakefulness! In wakefulness, no ego is established. A highly wakeful man will be able to use the mind – the thinking mechanism, the heart, and other internal systems for his growth and development.
In the third part, I will talk about how to use our will to overcome our fixations. This becomes increasingly difficult. Thus, we have to use our consciousness, to restore our wakefulness to see what is contained in our souls and what fixations there are in the mind. For example, the fixation that I am a woman, a man, a literate or an illiterate person, a poor, clever, stupid, good, or bad person, a Buddhist, a Catholic, a cosmopolitan or a countryman… We must be able to recognize what have become our inherent fixations, what we become strongly attached to and even identified with, such as, “I am a girl of the capital. I am a cosmopolitan girl. Or, I am a rustic girl…” No matter whether you are a person from the capital or a rustic person, in terms of white light nature you are totally equal. “Cosmopolitan” or “rustic” are to do with forms and are subject to change, whereas the seeing and the knowing are constant and the same among everyone. Forms are temporary and not stable. It may happen that a rustic person becomes a cosmopolitan person, and vice versa. That is not a fundamental issue. Therefore, we should know what our fixations are so that we can try to use our wills to overcome them. Then, by abiding in the white light, in the wakefulness, by being the white light only and nothing else, we destroy the fixations. Our mind will then become empty and more open. The white light will go through the mind – the thinking machine – and becomes the golden light. Going through the heart, it become the sky blue light. Thus, we must use our wills to overcome our fixations and to discover our see-and-know nature. We must use our wills to create new habits in order to stop and substitute old ones. We must try to be aware of our patterns of behavior in family, communication and verbal expression… We must be aware of those habits that hinder us from restoring our wakefulness, so that we could stop them and replace by the different ones.
In so doing, our mind will become fully flexible. Having a wills is absolutely required for obtaining such a mind, otherwise it won’t be possible. Engaging in sitting meditation, observing and listening alone will not guarantee success: we definitely have to use our wills. During observing and listening, which is to return to the wakefulness, we will know what are obstructing us from opening our mind. Then, we use our wills to remove those obstructions.