Lecture by Master Ching Hai
October 20, 1986 Taipei, Formosa
(Originally in Chinese)
part 6- While we have this physical body, we should utilize it to achieve our great aim; that is, to practice the unification with the Lord till we are able to save countless sentient beings – not just a small group – whether they are ghosts, devas or human beings. That is why Buddha is called “the Teacher of devas and human beings,” and “the Father of the four forms of birth.”
Remember the prince in the story I have just told you as an example? Although having received from the king’s minister some pocket money, some nice clothes to wear, and a good horse to ride, instead of using them he gives all the money, the horse and clothes to others without considering that the road is still so long and he should first use those necessities to go back to the palace to become the king and have all the treasures in the palace, with which he can help himself and his people easily whenever he wishes.
As the minister could not have brought many things with him on the road except few clothes and only enough luggage for traveling, actually the prince should make do with these few comforts and the little money for his journey to the palace. He should use them carefully to reach home first. It is not the question of being stingy, if the prince does not give his recently obtained possession away to those needy people on the road; it is just that he must first reach home where all the power and treasures await him. Only then can he freely distribute them to his people who are in need.
Similarly, instead of merely using our human brains to think, or listening to the common ideas of others or following actions of others indiscriminately, we should first consider carefully what benefit will be derived from such actions and whether these benefits, if any, are boundless or limited, and what is the best way to get the greatest benefit from the least amount of trouble.
Before my renunciation I also helped many people. I am telling you this not because I want to boast about myself but just because I want to give you an example of my personal experience. At one time the Aulacese refugees in Germany confronted many difficulties in language and customs. There were not many who could speak German, English or French, so I devoted most of my time to help them every day.
After working for the Red Cross which deals with international disasters, I realized that there were even more refugees, more misery in the world. Not only the Aulacese, but the world at large – the Africans, the Afghanistan, etc. – were all in turmoil. Only then did I truly realize that my power was so limited and my ability so insufficient. Then I thought of Shakyamuni Buddha, who once said that it would be best to leave home for the concentrative practice in order to become the Buddha to help many, many more sentient beings than a world ling could. Thus I made up my mind to do so.
There was not anything of great value to be a monk in so many temples that I had been to, except all those morning and evening sutras recitations – which I had long learned since my childhood – or the hand gestures, head gestures, or even ‘foot’ gestures. (Laughter) I did not see any spirit coming to eat the sacrifices, nor did I see any actual benefit these things could do to the public. So, I began to wonder: “If Buddha’s disciples could have so many transcendental experiences, according to the Surangama Sutra, and if it was true that the Bodhisattvas could practice to reach different levels, to hear and see the devas or to enjoy various wondrous Sounds and Light, according to the Lotus Sutra, then why have all those things never happened in the whole course of my practice?”
Therefore I decided to look for an enlightened Master to fulfill my expectations for the inner levels – hearing the Sounds and seeing the Light as mentioned by Buddha, even just a little. It was not because of the eagerness to become a Buddha, immediately or to see the entire universe instantly, but only because of the desire to get a little proof or verification to ensure that it was the right path I was taking. There had to be some special evidence, just as the bridge outside this house is the landmark of our place, to show, it was the proper road leading me home.
But I did not have any of those experiences. It is said in “the Chapter of the Universal Door” (a Buddhist sutra) that By reciting Quan Yin Bodhisattva’s name would not get hurt even if one fell in the fire. But if you try putting your finger on a lighted matchstick and at the same time recite the Quan Yin’s name as said, you will see what could happen! (Do not try with your entire arm unless you want it all burnt.) Also, it is mentioned in the same sutra that By reciting the Quan Yin Bodhisattva’s name one will float when one is dropped into the water.
And I tried, but got myself almost drowned before someone over there hurried to save me!
At that time I thought: “there must be at least something to convince me to keep on practicing, for I cannot wait till I die. How can I know what would happen then? What if Amitabha Buddha would not show up to pick me up? If I cannot even be paid a little now, what good would it do that the ‘boss’ would possibly, just possibly, give me billions of dollars after I die?”
That was why I had to look for an enlightened Master to get the real experiences stated in the sutras. Of course it is not possible to have all the experiences in one day, because it takes a long, long time. For instance, it took Shakyamuni Buddha six years of practice to reach Buddhahood. But if we have some enlightened inner visions first, we will feel safe that the way we follow is the homeward way. It is not that we look on these inner visions as happiness; it is because they can lead us to happiness. When we have the inner Light and Sound, our life begins to change, our wisdom opens, and our levels of power and thinking speed up.
It is just as when the minister first found the prince. Very probably the prince himself cannot suddenly show change in his habits or manner although his outer appearance has already taken on a fresh and new look, with clean and nice clothes, with fragrance emitting from his body, and his pocket full of money, and a strong and beautiful horse to ride on and plenty of servants loyally waiting on him. It is not the same at all as when he was a poor pitiful beggar. What will become of him after reaching the king’s palace is easy to imagine.
The same is with us. It requires those inner visions to serve as the prince’s clothes, money, servants and horses, etc. before we can reach the capital. Otherwise what is the use for us to become a prince or not?
I have discovered this kind of inner peace, so I would also like to share it with all of you. The minister is not the king and he cannot make you a prince, but he can report to you that you are in reality already a prince who only needs to find the way back to the palace and become the king of the nation. To learn the way with the Master is about the same. My duty is only to tell you who you are. So do not bother to criticize any of my appearance or actions. How the Master eats her meals, how her voice sounds, all these things have nothing to do with your own status or your own kingdom. I come only to tell you that your position is very high, the highest in the world, and that if you want to recover your lost position I will help you get it back.
That is why when we come to learn from the master, do not criticize her actions or look at her appearance, for she is only an ambassador appointed by the king to escort you back home to enjoy your original status. What you should do is to follow her without bothering about her personal affairs. How she dresses and how she walks have nothing to do with you. It is good enough for you to only follow her footsteps to get Home quickly!
However, most people who seek for the Truth and who seek out a Master would commit similar mistakes. They would depend on the Master’s outward appearance. Some don’t want to study with a woman, some not with a man; some will say she is not good looking, not attractive or not dignified enough, and so on. All these things are rarely connected with our Real Nature and it would be a great pity if we unfortunately pay much importance to them and overlook the inner Power of the Master. As for the great Masters, it does not bother them at all whether you listen to them or not, because before going out to spread the doctrine such Masters already know that the road ahead will not be a smooth one. They know that sentient beings will be difficult to convert; but because of the compassionate nature they always return life after life to save sentient beings out of their mixed up illusions. To them, all beings are their kin. For example, if our parents or brothers or sisters do something wrong, we will all the same love them and find a way to help them out so that they can realize their mistakes. We do so because they are our relatives, is it not so? Suppose we have a problem with a child, a short tempered and bad one. We still take care of him, giving him food when he is hungry and clothes when he is cold, instead of throwing him into the river. Is it not so?
In this world there are plenty of people who appear to be very nice and sweet and polite; but they cannot, with only these virtues help us reach the Truth, the ultimate liberation because these good manners have really nothing to do with practicing the Tao. We should not depend on outside actions or worldly manners to judge a Master. Whether the Master we meet is good or bad is only the reflection of our own karma, of our ways of perceiving things, or just the Master’s personality. The Master cannot change her personality to suit and please every disciple.
To save sentient beings is really a very hard task. It is not only their complicated minds but also their personal tastes that have to be dealt with. Some disciples may like the Master to dress in yellow, while others like red, and still others green. Then many different clothes are offered for the Master to wear and rejecting any of them would hurt someone’s feelings. Sometimes when they offered food and if I did not eat, it would appear to them that Master disliked them. After a while, those who had heavier karmic burdens would even leave Master due to these petty preferences. I cannot help it, if they are so clinging as to harm themselves in this way. After all, how can one comply with everyone’s wishes?
It is similar to keeping a pet. Some people like the birds very much while their neighbors do not and might even try to kill the birds to shut their mouths up because every day the birds just keep on chirping and making noise. Everyone has his own preference. This body, this brain and the world are what they should be. It is not possible to change them according to your own wish. Anyone who really wants to realize the Truth should make his own efforts to practice, without caring about the Master’s physical form which is not the Truth itself but only the guidance for you!
If you have found such a real Master, you should diligently practice so that after a period of time you will see the Master within yourself, who will appear to take you up to the higher worlds to really study the Truth. A really good Master will be able to do so. When you know the Truth, you will no longer be bound by tradition or by the various worldly concepts. After practicing for some time, you will be able to see the inner Master who only belongs to you; at that time the Master within you is for you alone. While in this world, she still has to use the physical body to teach many beings and act differently in dealing with various people. She cannot only associate with you especially and please you alone.
Even Shakyamuni Buddha could not possibly satisfy everyone, and neither could Jesus Christ, a powerful saintly person who performed many miracles and helped many people, such as healing the sick, bringing the dead back to life, and transforming water into wine, etc. Even such a great person still fell into the hands of some cruel people and was crucified! There were people who did not like Them when They were alive, and even now there are still many who do not.
I can give you some proof of the inner Power and show you the perfect way of life. Then you go ahead and save yourself. Do not bother with my appearance and actions, which have nothing to do with your own life and death!
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